If you somehow found this site, welcome! I don't expect to get a lot of traffic, as I'm really just using this for myself, but hey, if you found me, great! Thought I would take some time to explain they whys and whats of this page. WHY? Well, I got tired of crying to myself … Continue reading Good (early) morning!
The never ending cycle
The featured picture is of my actual bedroom. This is depression. But it's also anxiety. I'm so tired all the time, that I don't clean. Then I see the mess and become anxious and worried. Am I an unfit mother? Who would let themselves live this way? Why cant you just clean the damn room? … Continue reading The never ending cycle
What would I do if…
This is the start of a question that I've asked myself numerous times. What would I do if I got fired? What would I do if I lost my husband? What would I do if..... Most recently it has been, what would I do if I didn't teach anymore? My first thought is that I … Continue reading What would I do if…
Depression
It's an ugly beast. I hate it with every fiber of my being, but it has a way of sneaking up to you at the worst possible time. Hit me today at 1:20 PM. While at work. While on the phone with the clinic. I've been having sleep problems (which mixed with depression and anxiety, … Continue reading Depression
Hiatus
Hello all! It's been a while! So since I last posted, I've gone back to work....at both jobs. I started back up at my part time job in August to give myself a sense of purpose again. I had taken a leave to regain myself and give myself a break, but in doing so threw … Continue reading Hiatus
Swimming Pools
I've always had a HUGE love for swimming. I dreamed for years of finding a magical comb that would give me the powers of Ariel so I could swim and breathe like a fish! Up until a certain point, public pools were awesome! Then one to many closures due to poop in the pool, and … Continue reading Swimming Pools
Candy Store
So I did the most unthinkable thing......I took all 3 of my boys to a giant candy store. Yep, shock and awe! Fortunately, they did really well. They each were promised 1 piece of candy of their choice. They each found their pieces within the first 10 minutes of arriving, then wanted to leave, but … Continue reading Candy Store
Simple things
Today has been a day of many emotions, mainly anger or frustration. So instead of sitting in the negative environment, I did something about it. I took all 3 of my boys to the park in a small, small, town near my house. They burned off a lot of energy from climbing and running and … Continue reading Simple things
