If you somehow found this site, welcome! I don't expect to get a lot of traffic, as I'm really just using this for myself, but hey, if you found me, great! Thought I would take some time to explain they whys and whats of this page. WHY? Well, I got tired of crying to myself … Continue reading Good (early) morning!
This is the #unfiltered truth
Insomnia??
Or is it just my anxiety trying to avoid the inevitable? Or is it my anxiety trying to win over the depression? Or maybe...it's all 3! When I get into these ruts (which happen A LOT), my mind starts to explore and wonder about so many things. Most of those wonderings and explorations are not … Continue reading Insomnia??
The never ending cycle
The featured picture is of my actual bedroom. This is depression. But it's also anxiety. I'm so tired all the time, that I don't clean. Then I see the mess and become anxious and worried. Am I an unfit mother? Who would let themselves live this way? Why cant you just clean the damn room? … Continue reading The never ending cycle
What would I do if…
This is the start of a question that I've asked myself numerous times. What would I do if I got fired? What would I do if I lost my husband? What would I do if..... Most recently it has been, what would I do if I didn't teach anymore? My first thought is that I … Continue reading What would I do if…
Depression
It's an ugly beast. I hate it with every fiber of my being, but it has a way of sneaking up to you at the worst possible time. Hit me today at 1:20 PM. While at work. While on the phone with the clinic. I've been having sleep problems (which mixed with depression and anxiety, … Continue reading Depression
Hiatus
Hello all! It's been a while! So since I last posted, I've gone back to work....at both jobs. I started back up at my part time job in August to give myself a sense of purpose again. I had taken a leave to regain myself and give myself a break, but in doing so threw … Continue reading Hiatus
Swimming Pools
I've always had a HUGE love for swimming. I dreamed for years of finding a magical comb that would give me the powers of Ariel so I could swim and breathe like a fish! Up until a certain point, public pools were awesome! Then one to many closures due to poop in the pool, and … Continue reading Swimming Pools
